June 24, 2009

They told me you died, but I know that's not true. Babies don't die. And horrific things, like death of a child, doesn't happen to people like me. It's too big. Too much to handle. I'd never survive. So, please Anna, tell me it's not true. The ultrasound machine,..I'm sure it's broken. You have a heart beat. I know you do. I've heard it. I've felt you. When you are delivered, you will cry and say hello to me. You will, right? Please don't leave me. Please Anna. Please don't die.